School was pretty alright. Felt better I guess. Still, it takes time, its not gonna happen in a second or two. But, nevertheless, I know I will get over it.

Festival of Praise is on 1-3 August. Dare concert is on Saturday, combined service with Arrow. Would be attending both on Saturday. My schedule for Saturday is packed! Abel and his friends would be serving at Festival of Praise.
Schedule: 7.10am report at ECP
2.00pm-4.00pm Dare concert(after encore and all maybe 5?)
7.30pm-night FOP
Yes, I know. I am out to kill myself.

New seating arrangement. Gonna sit with Elton. All I can say to him is good luck, hope you can stand my noisiness.

Is it worth it? Just to spite her.

Woke up knowing that it was gonna be a bad day, there were so many things at the back of my head. My mood immediately lifted up when the taxi driver asked me where I was going. I swear I could have laughed. LOVE his accent. Indian accent. School was pretty alright except for the fact that I suddenly went hysterical in the middle of class. My condolences to Clarice. When to do 2.4km duty. Jiajie was like super fast! Had duty with Vanessa baby. We talked and really enjoyed myself.

Vanessa looks so chio in this.

<3.

Jiayou for 2.4 peeps. Whee!

Just came back from church. Shopped till my heels hurt. But what can I say? Shopping rocks. Went to Meiji to grab some stationeries. Got pens for Regina babe and Mandayye. Bought bottle for Vanessa. Got a liquid highlighter plus another pen. I love Meiji! They sell good quality Jap stuff but at a reasonable price. (maybe not that reasonable)

Glen tagged along today for church. Him tagging along always means loads of laughter noise and getting pissed off in that kindaof way. All I can say is that HE IS TALLER THAN ME! He grew 10cm in like 3 weeks? And his appetite is humongous.

Next week there is Comex and NATAS fair. Need to go to comex for my tablet and NATAS for my holiday tickets and all. There is a concert next Saturday during DARE. Guess I would be going after the 2.4km run. Tiring. But, the concert's gonna rock the house.

Stayed up to watch Troy last night on Channel 5. How could they censored out so many parts! Ok, maybe they can.

Those little things that you do, like not closing the door, matters.

I am feeling so happy without a reason. I guess maybe its just cause I am so totally over it.

"The Earth is square."
"No, its round, stupid"
"Just hoping that it was square so that you will fall off it one day and that I don't have to see you ever again."
"..."
Oh yea, what makes you think you can fulfill the requirements?

Name 20 people. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people (with blogs) to do it. Do not read the question first, name the people first.-
1. Dee
2. Rice
3. Marilyn
4. Vanessa Chua
5. Vanessa Lim
6. Sarah
7. Jasper
8. Janice
9. Annabella
10. Xavier
11. Kaiho
12. Sheena
13. Adrian
14. Tessa
15. Regina
16. Zhiyi
17. Lyon
18. ZhiYuan
19. Mel
20. Becky

How did you met 14? Tessa
Same primary school.

What will you do if you never met 1? Dee
Life would be miserable. Those valuable advices.

Will 6 and 17 date? Sarah and Lyon
IMPOSSIBLE. Sarah is 14 and Lyon is 11.

Describe 3? Marilyn
Irritating

Is 8 attractive? Janice
Not bad looking. =D

Describe 7? Jasper
Uber nice senior.

Do you know any of 12 family members? Sheena
Nope.

What language does 15 speaks? Regina
Singlish!

Who is 9 going out with? Annabella
Me.

How old is 16? Zhiyi
14 years old.

When was the last time you spoke to 13? Adrain
Can't say. Later someone gets jealous. =D 2 months ago.

Who is 20 favourite singer/band? Becky
Good question.

Have you ever dated 4? Vanessa Chua
Currently still dating

Would you ever date 1? Dee.
Then what am I doing now?

Is 19 single? Mel.
Yeps.

What's 10 last name? Xavier
I just forgot.

Would you ever be in relationship with 11? Kaiho.
NEVER EVER.

What is the school of 3? Marilyn
AHS

Where does 6 lives? Sarah
Condo down the HILL!

What's your favourite thing about 5? Vanessa Lim
she looks like elmo!

Have you ever seen 2 naked? Rice
Muahaha. Regina remember...

Photos from the past.
1. @ class barbecue with Rice.
2. breakfast before church service
3.backstage with Vanessa
4.At the beach with Annabella
5.At Mary's house. <33

Feeling much much better today after going shopping with Regina and Tessa. Thanks girls! I totally forgot about it. And now I am feeling GREAT! Shopping works miracles. Felicidad. Priceless.

Things I am currently in love with: That Toshiba Tablet. That purple/ black heels. That Kipling Laptop bag. That Clutch. That Levi's. Any sponsers?

I am looking forward to the partaye! 16th August. Going with Dee. Its gonna be great! Its on a Saturday. WooHoo!


Hope your relationship works out all right. All the BEST!

Basketball dudes. GOOD JOB

Just came back from Pizza hut with baby. Its been a looooonnnnnnnnngggggg time since we last lunched together. Talked about stuff and all. Sharing all my problems with you is the best thing I ever did. Love ya.

The Clarice-ness of it all.

Basketball Match. Championship

Sorry Andy. I mean Brad Pitt. (Rice get it? XD)

I know I have been in a pretty foul mood this days. Some stuff happened and all. Peeps, thanks for your valuable advice. But I guess I have to take this slowly, bit by bit. Hope I will be feeling better soon. I will.

Staring vacantly out of the window as the things that I had just found out replayed like a movie right infront of my eyes. A sense of emptiness, despair and maybe jealousy hits me. This entire series of events that happened, you would have labeled it as cliche or out of proportion. But now I am telling you, it is what exactly happened to me.

I am currently trying to convince myself that this will be over.

Are you sure you are up to my boyfriend standards? =)

Just came back from the gym with my babes. Clarice and Annabella. We didn't work out, total slackness.

Whaddahelliswrongwithya. For the loveofgod can you please open your eyes bigger and tell me whyonearth do you even like her. Oh fuglard.I am seriously disappointed with your choice. But whatever, you are entitiled to make your own choices. &reallysorrytodisappointyouinthefirstplace.

Dee, I am really sorry. Thanks for giving me this chance and starting all over again. Best guy friend.

W
H
Y
?
I seriously think that you are blind.

Feeling much better than yesterday. At least I can talk. School was pretty alright, except for the fact that I was uber stressed over something. Gotta pull myself together I guess. Should I make the first step? Someone has to.

Dang, I am in pieces. Hope its all gonna be over soon. & definitely alright.

Gonna get my tablet soon I get. Might be getting a laptop bag. I wanna get the Toshiba M700. My current lust item. It looks pretty sweet and all. And according to Jianle Toshiba has the best pen. Tried and tested. They are like selling it at USD$1,499 in the states, but it is a whopping S$3,500 in Singapore! Day light robbery! It would be much cheaper to import from the states. You save 'bout 1k! Currently thinking of doing so. After all, they have more models there. (:

Dee, i love you. i love you. & i love you.

I am not going to act as if it does not matter. cause it does.
I am not going to act as if I don't care. cause I do.
I am not going to act as if I am not at fault. cause I know that I am.
I am going to resolve it. But, how?

I swear I am gonna kill Zhiyi, Sarah and Felicia.

feversorethroatflu.

I realised that when I don't want to post. I don't post at all. But once I start posting...

I traced the sides of my phone, wonderingponderinghopingthinking. Looking into space I questioned myself, will this ever work? Will it ever come to a good ending? Infatutated.

&as I put my pen down. I start to wonder. Is this really what I want? Can filling up a few forms get this tough. Yes it can. When this is one of the toughest decision that I have to make. Regrets? No.

my inbox is filled with your messages. baby.

Overheard a few snippets of conversation when I was in the sick bay today. All I heard was: teenage service at 2. Care Group on Friday. Super long queue. New building. I guess they were talking about my church or something. The next thing I knew, they were talking about Pastor Dan being an alumni from AHS. Shocking.

The optician gave me the all clear. ulcers. infection. scratched cornea. sore. lack of sleep. Her advice was simple, get more sleep. Was stuck in class today with a super swollen eye, and all she could tell me was that I had a lack of sleep.

Renee Rice and Regina coming over to my house for mahjong session tomorrow.

How could you actually be so superficial? You swore behind their backs and act like angels in front of them. If that isn't superficiality then what is it?
& I am going to prove to you that she is just another dumbass that puts on a mask. Angel. Hardworking. Whateveryoucallit. Sorry, but I can't act as if nothing happened.
On to a lighter note, when to Gym with my beloved Vanessa. 2hours worth of training! Lovely. I shall go to the gym with her more often.

15minutes to end of school!

Just came back from church today. Had lunch at Aunt Aud's Club. The view is beaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuutttttttttttttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuulllllllllllll!

My heart tatoo. Kiddin'. The newest church stamp is in the shape of a heart.

It's a saturday! WooHoo!
Had dinner at cafe cartel yesterday. Was pretty alright. My new found love of baby carrots.
Breakfast is waiting...

If I was an outsider and standing aside and looking on as these series of events unfolds in front of my very eyes, I am sure to burst out laughing. Too bad, I am not. And that very fact sucks.
Maybe its your fault to begin with. For not being able to draw the line. Or maybe hers. For pestering you. And maybe mine. For letting you go.

Start: Moving on
Stop: Looking back

Those memories. Those bittersweet memories. They will always be mine to keep. They were great. And lets keep it that way. No regrets.
Investiture was a blast! The hard work finally paid off! Elissa and Leon. Best comm heads. EVER.
My only regret is that I never treasured it while it lasted.
"You don’t know what you’ve got, until you lose it." All good things come to an end.

Sitting here alone. I still question myself. Why me?

Dude. Get well soon.

Say yes to a three day break! WooHoo! Yups, it's Youth Day! School was just alright. It was yet another typical school day. With the exception of a total jerk. I mean what's your problem?! Why are you ALWAYS thinking that I supposedly "stole" her from you? Why are you always telling *ahem* that I am always in your way (of getting closer to her)? whaddahellisyaproblem.
On to a lighter note, its official. Yups.
Eyecandy =D

Her stare vacant
Her eyes teary
Her voice hoarse
Her nose blocked
Her lips froze
...she had been crying again.

She had a decision to make
Yes or No?

Council rehearsal was pretty fun! Walk here walk there. I am currently on an overdose. Too much laughing gas makes me burst out in laughter. Clarice is gonna get me the anti-laughter gas. Investiture is on 9th July.

Yes, I am easily annoyed. Yes, I am easily pissed. Yes, you have a low EQ to actually still annoy me more when I am already pissed with you. And you can still say that I have mood swings. whaddahelliswrongwithya.

On to a lighter note, went out with Janice today. Its been ages since we last talked much less go out. Ate a Pasta Mania! Face it Janice, the chef likes me more. Loads of catching up to do. We went to catch Get Smart. The show rocked. It was FUNNY. I must start learning to not laugh so hard. Had a wonderful time with her.