She looks at you and cracks into a smile.

She is ecstatic. Well, went to Comex today after church to look for my tablet pc. M800 Toshiba turned out really unappealing (shall be kind and not use ugly). Fell in love with a HP tx2022Au which was really pretty and the price was at a mere 1.6k. However, all the specs were great except for the processor so decided not to get it in the end. Yes, I am still regretting it but my father was strongly against my buying of that model. My current budget has plummeted from a 4k to a 3k.

Had a meaningful Teacher's Day celebration. Spent most of my time in the gallery though. Wendy and I ate practically all of the remainding grapes left from the game and shared the mentos. I have to admit that Joel did a really good job. Went to movies with grandmom, Sean turned up for dinner instead as he had tuition. Money not enough 2 was your typical cliche Singapore film, however I do have to admit that it was really touching and saying that at least half the cinema was crying is a total understatement.

You've grown
You've gotten a new mask
One that shows that you are happy
When you are actually sad
One that hides your disappointment
All too well

I'm strong on the outside but not all the way through.

To have you skip lessons to console me for 28mins. Priceless. Yes, I am still sad. Yes, I am still depressed. Yes, I am still moody.

School was pretty alright, or maybe it is just me in autopilot. I am officially broke till the end of the month. 7 bucks left. Great. Gonna call up believer's music right now.

An empty vessel makes the most noise. Don't forget that.

Dropped by at Dee's place on Friday just to realize that all his guy friends where there.

Had Chinese oral today, it was pretty alright. After that went shopping for teacher's day presents. Its 100 of everything and currently I have $110 worth of toblerone lying on my
kitchen table. Jealous?

Art Serve!

Mug design

100 stress balls+100softtoys=$270

I FEEL SHORT!

Annabella move over, you are spoiling the picture. (:

She pouts. He gives in.

Went to send Angeline off at Changi Airport yesterday. Angline take care and all the best!

Its just one of those days where you stop in your track and think, who are the ones that would always be there for you? Thanks, guys.

Because the truth will be exposed some day. Of what a b!tch you actually are. Of how many people you have hurt. Of what you have actually done. Till then, I rest my case.

Had the best time ever on Saturday. Thanks Andy. For everything.

Tests tests and more tests. And guess what, I passed my Chinese test. Angeline good luck for your future endeavors. Must remember 2G yea?

Copied it from someone's blog
things i cant live without:

A-Andeeee

B- Becca (I miss you loads)

C- Corne (lovely terrible partner)

D-Dancing

F-Friends and Family

G-God

H- Hippo (ok, that was random)

I- Idiots ( like you)

J-Jesus

K- Killer machines

M-MUSIC

N- Nothingness

O-Orang Utans ( don't ask me why)

P- Panic?

Q-Quizzes

R- Rice with TOFU!

S-Sarah for crapping with me in Chinese

T-Tina <333

U- Unibrow!!! Not that I have one

V- Ventilation. I don't wanna be stuck in a hot and warm room.

W- Wagons?

X-Xmas!:)

Y- YELLOW sun

Z-Zoo. Cause 2G is one. (:

When I am quiet doesn't mean I have nothing to say, it just means that I am pissed and don't wanna say anything about it.

Dump the boy who curses his girl to have blisters on a her fingers. Yes, I am dumping you. (:

My fingers ain't that bad yet. Just really red but I can still type, which means its not all that bad. I can play tong hua now! Super happy.

Went to Aunt Aud's place to see puffy and grab Sean's guitar

Happy 2nd month baby. Yesterday was fun!

Because you can't get disappointed without any expectations.
I am so immune to disappointment that I have with friends/family/myself till I have totally given up and no longer hold any expectations.

1month 3weeks 6days.
Note to self: Commit suicide on a Monday not on a Friday.

Had cip today at Lion's home. Learnt loads of things. Up goes the photos.

I am looking forward to having guitar lessons with SARAH! *smiles widely* First, I need to get a guitar, but what are the things that I have to look for in a guitar?

Went to gym with Annabella today. It was fun with the exception of the geog test weighing at the back of my head. I want to learn guitar. It seems so cool. Dee says he will be teaching me if I do get one. Should I get one?

SORE THROAT. What's to blame? Haagan Daz icecream and Rittersport. And who was the one that provided me with these lovely goodies? None other than Andy. THANKS Andy, you are the indirect cause of my sore throat. (Actually i prefer the cookies and cream and cornflakes for rittersport by the way. Thanks) I said nothing. =D

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Went to the pool with baby today. I am tan. YAY. And so is she and she hates it. Tomorrow's back to school after a wonderful 3 1/2 day break.

Was at Andy's house yesterday. Watched love guru on his laptop while he was studying. Yes, be jealous, i watched love guru. And he is now banning me from his kitchen after those Ritter Sports and Haagen Dazs i stole. (stop acting as if it was my fault when it was yours for leaving them in your fridge)

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.
Here it goes.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Bring me to life (Interesting)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Collide (Having a collision? )

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Crazy (Yups, if that person is as crazy as I am)

4. How do you feel today?
Cupid's choke hold (WOW!)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Dance Inside (I don't mind)

6. What is your motto?
Point of Difference (Right...)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Wake me up when September ends (Maybe I am that stony.)

8. What do you think of your parents?
Keep holding on (Maybe even when they are irritating. LOLS)

9. What do you think about very often?
It ends tonight (End of the world?)

10. What is 2 + 2?
Lie to me ( My shuffle failed its maths)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Don't stop me now (Yes, she is insane. Agrees.)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
The freedom we know (Right...)

13. What is your life story?
Welcome to my life (That is so informative...)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I'm yours (WOW)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Incomplete (Hmm...)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Loves me not (Not your idea of romantic yea?)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Just so you know (that i am dead)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Potential breakup (Right...)

19. What is your biggest fear?
No one (I fear no one. WHEE!)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Here without you (here without WHO?)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Lips of an angel (Hmmm...)

22. What will you post this as?
Untitled (HAh.)

Today was perfect until you stepped into it and made it imperfect. jerk.

The eve of NDP. Had council meeting before going back home to change and meet class at 130. Watched Mummies. It was an alright show but was it worth my 9bucks? Walked around far east before meeting family at TM for dinner. Yet another tiring yet eventful day.

1month 3weeks. you bothered counting? How am I gonna endure life without you?

Woke up on a really bad note. Was running late for school. Not exactly late cause school starts at 8.25 but late cause I was supposedly to meet baby at MRT. Played pool with the sec1s and realized how much my skills had declined. I can see a pool date with Gina girl coming up.

"You will definitely not get brain cancer or brain tumor."
"Why?"
"Cause you have no brain to begin with."
"...."

NDP rehearsal.

I'm both mentally and physically drained out.

Have you ever swam in the ocean?
Yea. I wanna learn to scuba dive!
Have you ever fell asleep in school?
=X
Have you ever sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
Yes, but when the person does not call you will feel super disappointed. But if the person does...
What is the last thing you ate?
KitKat
Ever had . . . Chicken pox?
Nope. I had the vaccine
Ever had . . . Sore throat?
DUH!
Ever had . . .Stitches?
Nope.
Ever had . . .Broken nose?
Nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yep. =D
Do you like picnics?
Depending on who you are with.
Last made you smile?
Saw a really nice text from someone
You last yelled at?
forgot.
Today you did?
I woke up at 11. What do you expect?
Have you ever . . . . . Kissed anyone?
Yes. Clarice's soft toy.
Miss someone ?
Nope.
What's under your bed?
My bedroom slippers.
Who do you really hate?
No one?
Do you have any siblings?
Nope
Do you want children?
Wait till I am 30. =D
Do you smile often?
Nope. Its been emo crap for me these days.
Do you like your hand-writing?
NO!
Have you ever crawled through a window?
Nope.
Can you handle the truth?
Which kind you talking bout?
Are you too forgiving?
Sometimes
Are you closer to your mother or father?
neither.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Clarice. =D
If you're having a bad day, where are you most likely to go to?
Home...?
Are you confident?
In which context?

Class photo from Renee's blog.

Its just one of those times where you trust someone for the sake of trusting them even though you know that they are lying to you.

OUCH!

Hippo love.

Corne.

2 sane. 1 insane.

Night view from Clarice's room

Clarice's cow. Moo!

Station 4 with baby.

FOP at Indoor stadium

EMO!

I heart you.


Friday was busy and so was Saturday.

Dropped by at Dee's house on Friday and dragged him out to go parkway with me. He went home at about 7 then I just walked around till the peeps were ready. Went to Clarice' place to do project after that.

Yesterday was hectic. Early i the morning went to meet Nessa/Huimin/Annabella at 6.30 in the morning. Did 2.4km duty with baby, we were at station 4. Then went to her house to wash up and all. Went to suntec for Unleashed concert. Finally, went to FOP at Indoor stadium with Eunice/ Becky/ Olivia/Corney. Went home with Annabella. Was super tired on the way home, I was practically sleeping during the bus journey, and I missed my last bus by 10mins.

By comparing yourself with others you are actually insulting yourself.
Agrees. Totally.

Wishlist:
That Toshiba Tablet. YAY. I am gonna get the M700.
That purple/ black heels. Damn it.
That Kipling Laptop bag. Love ya dude. <33
That Clutch. Gonna get it soon.
That Levi's. Marilyn and Vanessa would be giving it to me on my birthday next year.

WooHoo!

Went to gym with Annabella darlin' yesterday. We didn't really work out cause we were both very tired after the AMC. Met Mr. Kevin Tan though. Funny. Had Macs after that, ate back all the calories we lost.

Change in class seating arrangement. Currently seating with Cornelia and Regina, Cornelia and I were like crapping and crapping.

Went to the Docs to get my inhaler cause it is currently out and expired. Yes, that's how pathetic it is. She changed my inhaler to an ugly GREEN. From a pretty nice and calm blue to a GREEN! Whats wrong with aesthetics these days?

Tomorrow is hectic. Not that today isn't. Dang, Dee is unable to make it as he has to rush out his project. You can do it!

Seating beside you on the piano bench as you play the piano has never been more fun.
I appreciate those advice you give to me whenever I am feeling down, baby.