DAMN I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST!

WE are the PERFECT couple. Period

I LOVE HIM. PERIOD

He is an awesome kisser. I'm still better though

ANDY is failure at guitar teaching. (or I'm a failure at learning)

HE CURRENTLY OWES ME A GRAND TOTAL OF $107.50 of poker debts

He smells like NOMBCHOP

Andy is more taitai-ish then taitais are

ANDY is awesome on the guitar and the MASTER on the Piano.

Seeing Andy on buses (YES LITERALLY!) & over the radio ain't helping

Looking through band pics made me realise that only Wayne and I weren't having guitars slung over our backs! Except that he was holding onto his drumsticks...

Today is ANDY day(:

How long can our LDR last? As long as I don't meet another guy that steals muh heart(:

"So I'll run around the condo screaming ilu and you will believe me?"
"You bet."

Love's like a drug and im a willing addict.
I've no reason to be pissed with you but you have a million and one(:

To: A
From: S

Its like a week's worth of anticipation comingcrashing down on me in a microsecond.

Sometimes I really feel like asking people this. I've always been there for you. But have you?
This works for everyone except probably Andy which I totally neglect. Sorry dude.

Damn pissed. Fight with granny again. Ugh.

JCTs suck. period.

Sophia's always better with a carton of chocolates and a pint of beer (kiddin' bout the beer part)

Horrid pissed mood. Maid just burnt my green jacket which smells like lovely me. BOOHOO! And this is not the first time she is burning things. Not my things for sure, but everyone's things. Granny's clothes, momo's and paps'. Maybe even Godma's. And and I swear terrapin is pissed too cause she always leaves pin's food open inviting all the ants so now pin's meal consists of red ants too.

So now I'm reduced to telling her the price of the clothes (not that I can truly remember but just estimate) I am so freaking scared she burns my levi's or smth, she is so gonna get it from me if she does. She better be careful... And and did I mention she almost lost my sports shoes? One hellofah scolding from momo there.

Ok. Anger vented. (:

Thanks Andy for everything. From faking ill to getting a heli out of tekong (kidding)

Yesterday was a hellhole. Dunchaaskmewhy. Todays been pretty much alright. I HEART YA SARAH! the annoying BRUNETTE which I think GOD misfitted with the brain of a blonde. Retarded joke FTW!

I pulled out my pickguard (litterally) and am going down to bras basah in an hours time when the school decides to set us free. But have to come back by 4 for some random science competition which I am so looking forward to. (note to self: STOP SARCASM)

Bell just went off 0.1 secs ago. Ahh, freedom in 50 minutes. Till then. Restaurant City.

Surrounded by Jesus Enthusiast as Martin will put in. (gosh guys. chill won't ya?)
OVERATED!

IDE is the photoshop manz. Sighs, must start getting used to photoshop and stop shortcutting using gimp which I'm all too familiar with.

Things never felt this way. Hollowness. Emptiness. Nothingness. SPACE. VACUUUUUUUUUUM. Heart-ripped-out-of-placing-death-comes-natural. No, I never did love you all that much. Its just that you've become too much a part of me that I've taken forgranted.

"Run from me. But I'll catch you when you fall" Now Andy, I'm fallling. Freefalling. And where are you? BIGFATLIAR! :( sighs...&istillloveyaso.

Clarice Choo! I need ya to cheer me up. Where are you. :(
Cornelia the RETARD! Sighs...
I NEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDD SSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEE HAPPINESS IN ME.

Thanks guys for a lovely birthday.

Now somebody please fill this void in my heart.

Sometimes its kindaof sad. If humans have to make up imaginary characters. And start believing them. To make life more meaningful. Imaginary friends. Anyone? (:

TEN ARE YOU(S)
1. Are you single – Nope
2. Are you happy – Duh. it's 16th today =D ANDY!
3. Are you bored –waiting for assembly to start...
4. Are you fair –Tan
5. Are you Italian –If only...
6. Are you intelligent – more intelligent than you are(:
7. Are you honest –pretty much alright
8. Are you nice -DUH!
9. Are you Irish –JOE! I mean MEYER!
10. Are you Asian –HAHA!

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name – Sophia Seen
2. Nicknames- Popiah
3. Birth place - Singapore
4. Hair color – Dark black =( stupid sarah!
5. Natural hair style – Waves!
6. Eye colour – I think its black. But alot of people think that its brown o.o
7. Birthday – 22nd april! (mega hint)
8. Mood – Missing AnAn
9. Favorite color – Neon
10. One place you'd like to visit – UK!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love – Currently
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – Andy thinks so...but to me no.
3. Do you currently have a crush? – YESZ! JOE!
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally –Mmhmm
5. Have you ever broken some one's heart – Not that I know of?
6. Have you ever had your heart broken –Yea.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Half.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Sometimes I really hate it.
9. Who was the last person you hugged – Mommy?!
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – AnAn (he is si gonna kill me)

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust – Love
2. Hard liquor or beer – Wine
3. Cats or dogs – Dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - Depends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Crunchy!
6. Pencil or Pen – Pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic nights. Sighs,
8. Money or Happiness – Both. They are interdependent
9. Night or day – i like the cycle
10. IM or phone – Phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – I always ask my mama cause she is most likely to allow (:
2. Seen a polar bear – Yes.ZOO!
3. Done something you regret – LOADS!
4. Bungee jumped – haha, yea. when i was little
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – Singapore is clean and GREEN!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – I CANT EVEN TAKE GREEN SKITTLES!
7. Been caught naked – YEA. OOPS
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – Half.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – When terrapin died =(
10. Wanted to disappear –NOW!

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Eyes
2. Light or dark hair – Blonds
3. Hugs or kisses – Kissesssss
4. Shorter or taller – Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction – both
6. Topman or Zara – LV =D Think andy.
7. Funny or serious - Both
8. Older or Younger – Older
9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad – Haha.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - DUH!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – Crazee!
4. Ever been to a rock concert – Yea yea
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team – Nope..
6. Ever been on a dance team – Yea. =D
7. Ever been on a sports team – i am the MOST unsporty person you will ever meet.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – not really...
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – All of the above =D
10. Ever been in a rap video? – Hahas

TEN... LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – Lazy to check =D
2. Last person you hugged – MUM!
3. Last person you hung out with – err...?
4. Last time you worked – I don't
5. Last person you talked to – Tianli And sab
6. Last person you IM'd - STM!
7. Last person you texted – Salah!
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with –Smeelly corne!
9. Last person/thing you missed –ANDY! TEKONG!
10. Last website visited-Facebook =D

LOVE LOVE

Personality test that I did! IT IS SO LIKE ME CAN! OMG!

Portrait of an ENFJ - Extraverted intuitive Feeling Judging
(Extraverted Feeling with Introverted Intuition)

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The Giver

As an ENFJ, you're primary mode of living is focused externally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is internal, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

ENFJs are people-focused individuals. They live in the world of people possibilities. More so than any other type, they have excellent people skills. They understand and care about people, and have a special talent for bringing out the best in others. ENFJ's main interest in life is giving love, support, and a good time to other people. They are focused on understanding, supporting, and encouraging others. They make things happen for people, and get their best personal satisfaction from this.

Because ENFJ's people skills are so extraordinary, they have the ability to make people do exactly what they want them to do. They get under people's skins and get the reactions that they are seeking. ENFJ's motives are usually unselfish, but ENFJs who have developed less than ideally have been known to use their power over people to manipulate them.

ENFJ's are so externally focused that it's especially important for them to spend time alone. This can be difficult for some ENFJs, because they have the tendency to be hard on themselves and turn to dark thoughts when alone. Consequently, ENFJs might avoid being alone, and fill their lives with activities involving other people. ENFJs tend to define their life's direction and priorities according to other people's needs, and may not be aware of their own needs. It's natural to their personality type that they will tend to place other people's needs above their own, but they need to stay aware of their own needs so that they don't sacrifice themselves in their drive to help others.

ENFJ's tend to be more reserved about exposing themselves than other extraverted types. Although they may have strongly-felt beliefs, they're likely to refrain from expressing them if doing so would interfere with bringing out the best in others. Because their strongest interest lies in being a catalyst of change in other people, they're likely to interact with others on their own level, in a chameleon-like manner, rather than as individuals.

Which is not to say that the ENFJ does not have opinions. ENFJs have definite values and opinions which they're able to express clearly and succinctly. These beliefs will be expressed as long as they're not too personal. ENFJ is in many ways expressive and open, but is more focused on being responsive and supportive of others. When faced with a conflict between a strongly-held value and serving another person's need, they are highly likely to value the other person's needs.

The ENFJ may feel quite lonely even when surrounded by people. This feeling of aloneness may be exacerbated by the tendency to not reveal their true selves.

People love ENFJs. They are fun to be with, and truly understand and love people. They are typically very straight-forward and honest. Usually ENFJs exude a lot of self-confidence, and have a great amount of ability to do many different things. They are generally bright, full of potential, energetic and fast-paced. They are usually good at anything which captures their interest.

ENFJs like for things to be well-organized, and will work hard at maintaining structure and resolving ambiguity. They have a tendency to be fussy, especially with their home environments.

In the work place, ENFJs do well in positions where they deal with people. They are naturals for the social committee. Their uncanny ability to understand people and say just what needs to be said to make them happy makes them naturals for counseling. They enjoy being the center of attention, and do very well in situations where they can inspire and lead others, such as teaching.

ENFJs do not like dealing with impersonal reasoning. They don't understand or appreciate its merit, and will be unhappy in situations where they're forced to deal with logic and facts without any connection to a human element. Living in the world of people possibilities, they enjoy their plans more than their achievements. They get excited about possibilities for the future, but may become easily bored and restless with the present.

ENFJs have a special gift with people, and are basically happy people when they can use that gift to help others. They get their best satisfaction from serving others. Their genuine interest in Humankind and their exceptional intuitive awareness of people makes them able to draw out even the most reserved individuals.

ENFJs have a strong need for close, intimate relationships, and will put forth a lot of effort in creating and maintaining these relationships. They're very loyal and trustworthy once involved in a relationship.

An ENFJ who has not developed their Feeling side may have difficulty making good decisions, and may rely heavily on other people in decision-making processes. If they have not developed their Intuition, they may not be able to see possibilities, and will judge things too quickly based on established value systems or social rules, without really understanding the current situation. An ENFJ who has not found their place in the world is likely to be extremely sensitive to criticism, and to have the tendency to worry excessively and feel guilty. They are also likely to be very manipulative and controling with others.

In general, ENFJs are charming, warm, gracious, creative and diverse individuals with richly developed insights into what makes other people tick. This special ability to see growth potential in others combined with a genuine drive to help people makes the ENFJ a truly valued individual. As giving and caring as the ENFJ is, they need to remember to value their own needs as well as the needs of others.

Jungian functional preference ordering:

Dominant: Extraverted Feeling
Auxiliary: Introverted Intuition
Tertiary: Extraverted Sensing
Inferior: Introverted Thinking

I'm gonna let my fever burn. I think its currently at 80C already :D wanna get infected too?

School's been alright. 1 more week to b'day. Thats the only thing in my head right now. =D AND yes yes, Sophia hates guy guys. You know the big ego kind. Yes the chauvinist kindaof guys. Ugh.

Brad pitt looks horrid with that facial hair of his.
Angelina jolie is getting old (flabby arms).
Perfection. Unattainable.

Thats the most I can ask of you. To be less than perfect.

Its one of those days that you sit right down
And disappointment hits you like a tsunami
You start asking yourself if you've made the right choice
If ever it is gonna end
You cross your heart and lie to yourself
That its gonna.
But gonna
Is not
True.

:( Moody~!

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
Slow dancing in a burning room!

I am really annoyed. Because. I am sick of people who think that they know me, when you know what THEY DONT! I can slap you in the face right now and tell you that at 14, I would have made more decisions than you would have when you turn fifty.

And ps: dumb bimbos out there. Its more than my hair or my nails.

You'll be a bitch because you can
You'll try to hit me just to hurt me

The sky's the limit
And the Eath is all that it can contain.
I make no sense :(

Yesterday was a blast.
Sarah. Craziness. Cam-whoring is the loves.
Bbq. Satay. Everything was burnt.
Joshua. Elizabeth. Lets start throwing eyeballs around.
Present. Unwrapping. Laughing to ourselves.
Poking. Screechin'. Splinter loves Sarah.
That about summarises the entire crazzyyyyyy night! (:
Make the link yourself bunnies.

I cleaned up my room and got cut by glass while rearranging the photo frame. Did i mention that I have a scratch from my left eye down my cheek? =( Clumsy Sophia.

LUST ITEMS:
BLACK MAESTRO GUITAR --250
STEREO--200

Like my own personal brand of heroin. I want 18th century romance. (:
Yes, you owe me that.

Ballroomdances. Corsets. Dressshoes. Goodolegentlemannerism. Candles. Horses. Fairyoldgodmother. Dukeduchessprinceprincess.

Been watching twilight over and over again. Intrigued. You've got my attention baby. I think I currently have a thing for blondes. Ya know, Andy that's why. Carlisle!

Well, I guess I've changed much much this year. LA set me thinking bout loads of stuff. Mainly the part about everyone having different sets of identity which they show to different people? Yea, that part. I was wondering, is it me or have I honestly changed or something else? Cause I feel different. Its as if when I meet my Corne and sorts, I am more open? Being more able to express myself fully. Or is it just my introverted side showing its ugly lil head at me. I honesly feel that I am far from a commuinicator much less a director. That personality quiz gave me the wrong answer. Pfft!

If you think I am what you assume me to be, then think again. Sure wrong one I tell you.

My bad.

Things to half look forward to :
Killing michelle
Torturuing her first actually

Saturday's the love with Sarah's birthday!

Michelle is the annoying. Like honestly. And tianli just hit the 25k mark. o.o

=.=


NOMNOMNOM :D:D:D:D


This is so fun. Like seriously, fun :D

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Guys, before you continue reading, please catch this first
http://this-propaganda.blogspot.com/2008/07/i-put-my-pen-down.html


I REGRETTED OKAY?! BUT ITS ALL TOO LATE... WHAT IS THERE LEFT TO SAY?

Its raining
Its pouring
And we're lolling

What a way to spell things out.

Because being with you girls I really felt free. Liberated. I can be myself and not feel judged. Because I know that you would be laughing with me and not at me.

Sophia is being the really guai kia and doing her exercises. Take that Martin! Anyway, been feeling hell load fat these days. Work those fats! LOLS!

Did I mention that I feel horrid today? Alright, BAD FLU + SORE THROAT+ BLOCKED EARS (?) yea, thats pretty much whats been going on.

Andy was out since thurs but didn't spend time with him cause firstly, he was badly hung over and secondly, I was damn sick. Spoke to him for quite a fair bit on the phone though.

I MISS YOU PEEPS! like loads!

Because sometimes you step back and ask yourself. What are you doing with you life. And if you can't get an answer, then its time you get your butt out there and do something.

Sophia officially hates it when she has to put plastic into her eyes cause they are damn drying. UGH.

Thinking bout getting another maestro guitar. Would be going with Sarah on like the 9th. She is one busy bee...I mean pig. Been missing AHS loads lately. Maybe its due to the fact that I dont get much stuff that are being taught in TJC? Physics is the "what are you saying?" Gives dugong look. Stuff been pretty difficult too without ANDY. Didn't realise his importance till now. ALirght...

BECAUSE IN AHS I FOUND MYSELF AGAIN. Alright, went backed to ahs today. TEN is the loves though many things have changed. Sighs. That includes people. I totally owned Cornelia in table soccer. the score is like 5-100 or somthing. Lousy corne. XD

I tried forgiving you. I really did. But I guess its that we ain't fated. No matter how much I tried. No matter how much I wanted things to work out. I am sorry girl. I can't say that I have totally forgived you. But I can say, I am trying.

2G is gonna have a class outing. *hears people cheering like crazy mohawks*

Anyway here's the details guys 2pm 4th april Bedok interchange babes. And we are going to Sentosa. Love.

Its the 1st day of school of the new term. Thats kinda sad. Considering some factors. sighs

CARLISLE!

English: habitational name from the Cumbrian city of Carlisle, in whose name Celtic cair ‘fort’ has been compounded with the Romano-British name of the settlement, Luguvalium.

text me guys, tell me what you think of the name. =D

"Because if I fell for you, would you catch me?"
Now I know the answer.

Random Andy quotes have been popping into my lil head. Yes, boy is out of town. For another 2months 2 weeks 3 days. Pulau Tekong. Yes, thats how far my heart actually is.

Alright, things have been kicking off in TA. Though I feel as if mind has decided to eternally stop in 2G where I had the best damn people ever around me. So head please start moving on and get smacked by the cold concrete cement block of reality. Stuff has been pretty hard. I am really MOVING OUT of my comfort zone. Way too out maybe? Alls not-so-well.

I dreamt of an angel face. Of a man I never thought I once knew. Carlisle, I think it was you.
Poetic notion yea?

Yes, the baby is a boy, doctors comfirmed it. I want him to be named Carlisle. Maybe cause I want him to look like the angel I dreamt of? Random dreams these days. Plus, Carlisle seems like a pretty cool name to have. Shall do a baby name search on it in a second. Hang on...

If you freaking think that you are so popular then please go wham your head against the wall as you need some waking up to do.

Sophia is HIGHLY annoyed.

I NEED ANDY SALAH 2G AND EVERYONE THAT EVER MATTERED!

I miss chilling out on the beach with 2G during BBQ. Sparkles. Marshmallow. Camwhoring. Emoing. Everything on this earth.

And if you don't even know me well at all please shut your mouth up.

OMG! SABRINA JUST LEFT AND WE FORGOT TO PASS HER THE LETTER. THE ZIRUI LETTER! NOW CHARMAINE HAS TO PAINT 2.

OK, THE REASON THAT I AM TYPING IN CAPS IS THAT I JUST FOUND OUT THAT HE USED TO DATE DAWN. LIKE OMG. I KNOW SHE IS A SPG BUT STILL! *JEALOUS* OK NOT SO MUCH BUT STILL. HE HAS SIX PACKS. I WOULD JIO HIM IF HE WAS 15 YEARS YOUNGER. <3 MAYBE HE WAS CUTER THEN...HM...

AND PICK COUNT FOR THE DAY ( YES, I WENT GUITAR ACC SHOPPING TODAY. YES, WITHOUT YOU ANDY): I BOUGHT 1, SABRINA BOUGHT 4 AND TIANLI BOUGHT 9. WE ARE TOTALLY CONTRIBUTING TO THE ECONOMY. GO TIANLI!

thinkingbouttheangmohIsawatthemrttoday.

Thanks An-De for everything, ranging from Sandy to Ralph lauren being better than lacoste. Those conversations were the funniest thing ever surviving. I really miss you. :( And yes, its yellow not blond. =DD I <3 my brunette

I miss those days where our conversations were light and careree.
Well, like cotton candy.

Oh shitty crap, now I'm craving for cotton candy. AHH!! What's up with my sudden cravings these days.

Gotta rush home after school to change and and rush down to Orchard then Plaza Sing then down to Suntec City. AUNTY AUDREY WHY DID YOU FREAKING APPROVE TJ TO DO MASS DANCE IN SUNTEC!! Its gonna be so damn embarrassing.

Currently using my tiny brain to think of why those angmohs would want to come to SEA. I seriously think that its gold. =DD

"Your facebook is dead"
"Oh yea, look who's talkin'"
"Me. "
"Then there's too bad cause IS active."
"Mmmm...If only things were this way again"
"Oh andy. *sighs*"

I am living life in a total daze like really really dazed. Its 1 month into TA and I havn't fully accepted that fact yet. I must really start getting these crappy things out of my tiny brain cause it is taking up RAM. Tablets are the heaviest things to take to school this days.

And And I wonderfully scratched the cornea of my left eye while trying to take out my lenses. Boo!

The guys are all going in to NS I guess. ANDY 6packs. =D

I am effing pissed right now. Boohoo
And and if you are going to be an idiot and ask me if effing occured, i am so going to kick your...(you get the point).

Well, since someone complained that my blog is "oozing with emoness" I shall blog a happy post.

Life rocks with a furry thing in your arms while you doze off to sleep. That's pretty happy ain't it (unemo)

School's cool. New classmates and such. But its gotta take a while before the class gets bonded.

I decided to revive my facebook which was by now decaying. Facebook is actually quite nice, come to think about it. Yipee!

I will definetely miss walking down those streets of orchard road everyday. It practically feels like routine. Its like as if I lose myself in the crowd and just forget all my worries. Mmmm...

Andy's crazy antics never fail to amuse me. Laughs.

My blog is about as dead as my Facebook (which I finally decided to update) Yes, 3 minutes hotness. (direct translation).

I am in love. In love with the dog that peed in my room. In love with those pretty innocent eyes. ILU PUFFY! <33

IDK bout you. But spending CNY feeling empty ain't a very good thing.

Trying to preoccupy myself with trivial things and stop thinking about the rest. Its made me a tad happier, I guess.

Maybe things didn't have to be this way.
Lesson learnt. The hard way.
Well, what's done is done.
And we're moving forward from where we left off.
Left me thinking...

OMG! I got an INTERNSHIP. YAY! Dr Martin kindaof said that it was alright if i wanted to do an internship at his clinic. (: *you better write me a good testimonial* LOLS. So he was like asking me how much I wanted to be paid/ what outside would be paying me. Then I was like 5bucks. Then he was like ok. SHOULD HAVE ASKED FOR LIKE WHAT...100bucks a day. =DD All's well, it all boils down to a good resume.

ANDY HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME! I AM SO GOING TO TEAR YOU INTO 500pieces.

BLACK nail polish & a PINK pick.
- with love from your wonderful girlfriend.

BROWN contacts & FALSE lashes.
- with love from your wonderful boyfriend.

LOLS. Christmas teasing. =D

What if the person you thought you knew, you never knew.
What if he had a darker past?
What if there's nothing really wrong with it.
What if there was something wrong with it.
What if you totally lost your respect for the party in question?

OH screw him. >(