I know its supposed to hurt, but not so much...
I wish that it is all under control, but it obviously isn't

Wayne's got a return ticket for 2. As the reasons that are keeping me grounded fade away...the question remains as to whether I would eventually accept it and get away from this life. :/ Because, the pasture on the other side is always greener.

I can't put my thoughts into words properly. :/

But one thing for sure is that I was in love with you. And things are gonna stay that way for a very long time despite the things that were said and the things that were meant.

But till then. Goodbye.

Promos was an emotional roller coaster. If you live with me you would know what a wreck I can be sometimes. Gosh. I must have driven my parents half insane before I myself became nuts.

Now that promos is over...I don't feel that much better afterall.

Wayne thinks that I've built the "Great Wall of China" around myself; I'm simply not letting anyone in. Sighs. I guess he is about right. :/ I don't know why people often associate me with being outspoken, loud etc. when I'm just the total opposite. I guess when you get to know me better you realized that I'm way more shy than the average kid on the block and I'm super self-conscious. Hormones. But then again, who knows me well-enough anyway given the GWC. Sometimes, people are just too bothered about themselves to start caring enough about other people. Like seriously. They think that they are all so important and everything in the lives of other people ought to revolve around them (and I'm not referring to anyone in particular).

Hypocrisy. The mention of that word is sufficient to make me fuming mad.
1. STOP BITCHING ABOUT HIM YET ACT NICE TO HIM. I'm sup tempted to record what you say about him and play it to him. Annoys me to no end. (nice try)
2. IF YOU DON'T LIKE HIM, STOP ACTING THE WAY YOU DO AROUND HIM!
3. And to a certain somebody, I feel like saying "he doesn't freaking like you". But I know in your own little world, you wish he did, cause he is the only one that would ever like you. Okay, that was a little harsh, but the truth is harsh anyway.