Sophia's always better with a carton of chocolates and a pint of beer (kiddin' bout the beer part)

Horrid pissed mood. Maid just burnt my green jacket which smells like lovely me. BOOHOO! And this is not the first time she is burning things. Not my things for sure, but everyone's things. Granny's clothes, momo's and paps'. Maybe even Godma's. And and I swear terrapin is pissed too cause she always leaves pin's food open inviting all the ants so now pin's meal consists of red ants too.

So now I'm reduced to telling her the price of the clothes (not that I can truly remember but just estimate) I am so freaking scared she burns my levi's or smth, she is so gonna get it from me if she does. She better be careful... And and did I mention she almost lost my sports shoes? One hellofah scolding from momo there.

Ok. Anger vented. (:

Thanks Andy for everything. From faking ill to getting a heli out of tekong (kidding)

Yesterday was a hellhole. Dunchaaskmewhy. Todays been pretty much alright. I HEART YA SARAH! the annoying BRUNETTE which I think GOD misfitted with the brain of a blonde. Retarded joke FTW!

I pulled out my pickguard (litterally) and am going down to bras basah in an hours time when the school decides to set us free. But have to come back by 4 for some random science competition which I am so looking forward to. (note to self: STOP SARCASM)

Bell just went off 0.1 secs ago. Ahh, freedom in 50 minutes. Till then. Restaurant City.

Surrounded by Jesus Enthusiast as Martin will put in. (gosh guys. chill won't ya?)
OVERATED!

IDE is the photoshop manz. Sighs, must start getting used to photoshop and stop shortcutting using gimp which I'm all too familiar with.

Things never felt this way. Hollowness. Emptiness. Nothingness. SPACE. VACUUUUUUUUUUM. Heart-ripped-out-of-placing-death-comes-natural. No, I never did love you all that much. Its just that you've become too much a part of me that I've taken forgranted.

"Run from me. But I'll catch you when you fall" Now Andy, I'm fallling. Freefalling. And where are you? BIGFATLIAR! :( sighs...&istillloveyaso.

Clarice Choo! I need ya to cheer me up. Where are you. :(
Cornelia the RETARD! Sighs...
I NEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDD SSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEE HAPPINESS IN ME.

Thanks guys for a lovely birthday.

Now somebody please fill this void in my heart.

Sometimes its kindaof sad. If humans have to make up imaginary characters. And start believing them. To make life more meaningful. Imaginary friends. Anyone? (:

TEN ARE YOU(S)
1. Are you single – Nope
2. Are you happy – Duh. it's 16th today =D ANDY!
3. Are you bored –waiting for assembly to start...
4. Are you fair –Tan
5. Are you Italian –If only...
6. Are you intelligent – more intelligent than you are(:
7. Are you honest –pretty much alright
8. Are you nice -DUH!
9. Are you Irish –JOE! I mean MEYER!
10. Are you Asian –HAHA!

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name – Sophia Seen
2. Nicknames- Popiah
3. Birth place - Singapore
4. Hair color – Dark black =( stupid sarah!
5. Natural hair style – Waves!
6. Eye colour – I think its black. But alot of people think that its brown o.o
7. Birthday – 22nd april! (mega hint)
8. Mood – Missing AnAn
9. Favorite color – Neon
10. One place you'd like to visit – UK!

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love – Currently
2. Do you believe in love at first sight – Andy thinks so...but to me no.
3. Do you currently have a crush? – YESZ! JOE!
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally –Mmhmm
5. Have you ever broken some one's heart – Not that I know of?
6. Have you ever had your heart broken –Yea.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them – Half.
8. Are you afraid of commitment - Sometimes I really hate it.
9. Who was the last person you hugged – Mommy?!
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? – AnAn (he is si gonna kill me)

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust – Love
2. Hard liquor or beer – Wine
3. Cats or dogs – Dogs
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - Depends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy – Crunchy!
6. Pencil or Pen – Pen
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic nights. Sighs,
8. Money or Happiness – Both. They are interdependent
9. Night or day – i like the cycle
10. IM or phone – Phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out – I always ask my mama cause she is most likely to allow (:
2. Seen a polar bear – Yes.ZOO!
3. Done something you regret – LOADS!
4. Bungee jumped – haha, yea. when i was little
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor – Singapore is clean and GREEN!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker – I CANT EVEN TAKE GREEN SKITTLES!
7. Been caught naked – YEA. OOPS
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back – Half.
9. Cried because you lost a pet – When terrapin died =(
10. Wanted to disappear –NOW!

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Eyes
2. Light or dark hair – Blonds
3. Hugs or kisses – Kissesssss
4. Shorter or taller – Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction – both
6. Topman or Zara – LV =D Think andy.
7. Funny or serious - Both
8. Older or Younger – Older
9. Outgoing or quiet – Outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad – Haha.

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - DUH!
3. Ever tried walking on your hands – Crazee!
4. Ever been to a rock concert – Yea yea
5. Ever been on a cheer leading team – Nope..
6. Ever been on a dance team – Yea. =D
7. Ever been on a sports team – i am the MOST unsporty person you will ever meet.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production – not really...
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? – All of the above =D
10. Ever been in a rap video? – Hahas

TEN... LASTS
1. Last phone call you made – Lazy to check =D
2. Last person you hugged – MUM!
3. Last person you hung out with – err...?
4. Last time you worked – I don't
5. Last person you talked to – Tianli And sab
6. Last person you IM'd - STM!
7. Last person you texted – Salah!
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with –Smeelly corne!
9. Last person/thing you missed –ANDY! TEKONG!
10. Last website visited-Facebook =D

LOVE LOVE

Personality test that I did! IT IS SO LIKE ME CAN! OMG!

Portrait of an ENFJ - Extraverted intuitive Feeling Judging
(Extraverted Feeling with Introverted Intuition)

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The Giver

As an ENFJ, you're primary mode of living is focused externally, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system. Your secondary mode is internal, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

ENFJs are people-focused individuals. They live in the world of people possibilities. More so than any other type, they have excellent people skills. They understand and care about people, and have a special talent for bringing out the best in others. ENFJ's main interest in life is giving love, support, and a good time to other people. They are focused on understanding, supporting, and encouraging others. They make things happen for people, and get their best personal satisfaction from this.

Because ENFJ's people skills are so extraordinary, they have the ability to make people do exactly what they want them to do. They get under people's skins and get the reactions that they are seeking. ENFJ's motives are usually unselfish, but ENFJs who have developed less than ideally have been known to use their power over people to manipulate them.

ENFJ's are so externally focused that it's especially important for them to spend time alone. This can be difficult for some ENFJs, because they have the tendency to be hard on themselves and turn to dark thoughts when alone. Consequently, ENFJs might avoid being alone, and fill their lives with activities involving other people. ENFJs tend to define their life's direction and priorities according to other people's needs, and may not be aware of their own needs. It's natural to their personality type that they will tend to place other people's needs above their own, but they need to stay aware of their own needs so that they don't sacrifice themselves in their drive to help others.

ENFJ's tend to be more reserved about exposing themselves than other extraverted types. Although they may have strongly-felt beliefs, they're likely to refrain from expressing them if doing so would interfere with bringing out the best in others. Because their strongest interest lies in being a catalyst of change in other people, they're likely to interact with others on their own level, in a chameleon-like manner, rather than as individuals.

Which is not to say that the ENFJ does not have opinions. ENFJs have definite values and opinions which they're able to express clearly and succinctly. These beliefs will be expressed as long as they're not too personal. ENFJ is in many ways expressive and open, but is more focused on being responsive and supportive of others. When faced with a conflict between a strongly-held value and serving another person's need, they are highly likely to value the other person's needs.

The ENFJ may feel quite lonely even when surrounded by people. This feeling of aloneness may be exacerbated by the tendency to not reveal their true selves.

People love ENFJs. They are fun to be with, and truly understand and love people. They are typically very straight-forward and honest. Usually ENFJs exude a lot of self-confidence, and have a great amount of ability to do many different things. They are generally bright, full of potential, energetic and fast-paced. They are usually good at anything which captures their interest.

ENFJs like for things to be well-organized, and will work hard at maintaining structure and resolving ambiguity. They have a tendency to be fussy, especially with their home environments.

In the work place, ENFJs do well in positions where they deal with people. They are naturals for the social committee. Their uncanny ability to understand people and say just what needs to be said to make them happy makes them naturals for counseling. They enjoy being the center of attention, and do very well in situations where they can inspire and lead others, such as teaching.

ENFJs do not like dealing with impersonal reasoning. They don't understand or appreciate its merit, and will be unhappy in situations where they're forced to deal with logic and facts without any connection to a human element. Living in the world of people possibilities, they enjoy their plans more than their achievements. They get excited about possibilities for the future, but may become easily bored and restless with the present.

ENFJs have a special gift with people, and are basically happy people when they can use that gift to help others. They get their best satisfaction from serving others. Their genuine interest in Humankind and their exceptional intuitive awareness of people makes them able to draw out even the most reserved individuals.

ENFJs have a strong need for close, intimate relationships, and will put forth a lot of effort in creating and maintaining these relationships. They're very loyal and trustworthy once involved in a relationship.

An ENFJ who has not developed their Feeling side may have difficulty making good decisions, and may rely heavily on other people in decision-making processes. If they have not developed their Intuition, they may not be able to see possibilities, and will judge things too quickly based on established value systems or social rules, without really understanding the current situation. An ENFJ who has not found their place in the world is likely to be extremely sensitive to criticism, and to have the tendency to worry excessively and feel guilty. They are also likely to be very manipulative and controling with others.

In general, ENFJs are charming, warm, gracious, creative and diverse individuals with richly developed insights into what makes other people tick. This special ability to see growth potential in others combined with a genuine drive to help people makes the ENFJ a truly valued individual. As giving and caring as the ENFJ is, they need to remember to value their own needs as well as the needs of others.

Jungian functional preference ordering:

Dominant: Extraverted Feeling
Auxiliary: Introverted Intuition
Tertiary: Extraverted Sensing
Inferior: Introverted Thinking