Was on the phone with Dee after hanging up on Marilyn and Vanessa. Consulting him with regards to an antidote for mixed emotions. Sometimes I get this feelings which I choose to deny and hastily hide beneath my cover, while other times it has proven to me that this feelings were apparent and forthcoming. Well, I guess sometimes it takes more than logic/reasoning/theory to solve one's innermost thoughts and emotions, so until then I am struggling to stay afloat while trying to find this answer.
this emptiness is killing me faster than a sword can.
Goodnight world!