I've got questions. I need answers.

Phone chats with Andy is the loves! especially when you are hald dead on your bed looking through the ikea magazine.

Andy: whats on your christmas wishlist?
Me: *names a whole long list of things*
Andy: so which one do you want me to get you?
Me: All. (:
Andy: -.-

The only person that can brighten up a terrible day.

Things to look forward to during holidays:
GUITAR lessons with SARAH!
IKEA shopping with ANNABELLA!
GYM with ANNABELLA!
SHOPPING date with my lovely MARILYN and VANESSA!
OUT with JANICE!
NEW laptop!
COUNCIL camps!
WISHLIST from ANDY!
ROLLERBLADING lessons with CLARICE!
and many more...
this would be a great holiday. YAY!

SUGAR RUSH with Cornelia is equals to a crazyyyy second reccess! AUSTON made me cry. Kidding.

Life's been pretty good to me these days. I guess. If i choose to omit those parts of which I was quite pissed and all.

Sarah this is a warning to you. You better return me my brain of which you have stolen from me when it dropped out on monday!!! AHHH!!

All these are just a plain facade.

Your voice cracked as you heard those words
Staring blankly into space
You gave me a model answer
Tring to play it cool
I know you're not fine
And I am really sorry about it
Thanks for the text
I really appreciated it
Till then, I would see you again (:

Cliche!

I look at you with disgust in my eyes
What fills me is disappointment
For who you have actually become
And who you have turned out to be

Studying with Annabella while munching on cheese+fries( not cheese fries) and finishing a medium and large coke simultaneously. Both fattening and far from enriching.

Pe was great today. Did the chanbara thing with Sarah and we both ended up laughing our heads off. My tummy hurts! Sarah says that I look different with the helmet on and such. So we were practically just whacking and whacking each other while laughing hard. FUN. Took out my helmet and was drenched in prespiration.

Chinese was pretty cool. Was talking to Gary Vanessa and Zhiyi about something which I forgot. But all I know that it was really funny cause I remembered laughing. STM. Hmm... better go ask Gary before I turn old.

End.

Thanks babe. Received your message at 12:01. Ditto all that you have said (:

Mid Autumn is lanterns and mooncakes.


Celebration in school.

Lovely mooncakes with wonderful box designs from Aunt Aud.

Somewhere over the rainbow!~

"stop calling me silly toad!"
"WHY! *whines*"
"cause you are insulting the toad"
I love my boy. He always make my day.

Today's been really bad except for gym with Annabella which managed to cheer me up quite alot. I hate hypocrites. I hate hypocrites. Lets start. If you didn't like him in the first place why are you letting him do all this? I bet this is more than you duty of being "nice", and are you actually nice to begin with? I don't see the point. I don't see why things have gone this far. I am sick of having to act all happy and all when I am with you when buried in me is resentment. Yes, maybe I do not want to lose this year long relationship but maybe, just maybe, its time for me to let go cause I really can't seem to stand it anymore. Yes, I am talking about you.

There are so many things running through my head right now and I have got to tell someone. Real bad.

Because you are no longer the girl I met 8 months ago. You have changed. You have changed to become somone unrecognisable.

Sarah is my stoning partner in chinese. We rest our heads on our hands and stare at the board while counting down for the period to end. (:

Oh god, I am emo. Plus, happy. Don't ask me how that is actually possible.

Its quite obvious that I am rather pissed lately. My monosyllabic answers or my sarcasm. Or maybe its just me trying to hide my emotions from you while laughing away or just keeping quiet. In other words, I am ()*()*# pissed. Be it project work or anything you said just five minutes ago.

Annabella went to cut her hair after school at 85 before going to grab the mooncake for class plus some Durian puff. It totally lifted up my mood.

Girl, if you are gonna let them influence you to do all these things you obviously know are wrong and not do anything about it. Well, if you are not going to do anything then how would I be able to help you? Think about it.

During Geog:
"CORNE! YOUR BRAIN IS ERODING"
"No its not"
"Cause there is nothing left to erode"
"..."

I love corny jokes with corne. No pun intended. I fell in love with puns. YAY!

"Andy, you can tune a guitar but you can't tuna(tune a) fish! Puns much intended"
"where on Earth did you get that?"
"wiki. I fell in love with puns. *beams widely*"
God I am insane.

Today was yet another less than perfect day. Got pretty pissed over certain issues. Thanks for your understanding people. Thanks for stepping in my shoes. And Clarice it is not on, cause I can sue you for assault for that. *laughs* It is through this project work where you either break or gain new relationships. You get to know people better.

Gary owes me a new keyboard. Period.

Pictures from Saturday






You do not understand. I don't expect you to. Cause you will never.

I can't exactly say that the sept holidays went well as many things happened. Received loads of bad news, too much for me to handle maybe.

Anyway, I am currently looking for pilates lessons. Hope that it will help. Called up my Chiropractic Clinic just to realise that it was my doctor on the line and I wasn't exactly very polite. Blimey.

Sitting on the stairway at Aunt Aud's place wuth rittersport in hand and watching anime while it is pouring outside. Heavenly

My job is 3 quad confirmed. Will only let you people know when it is fully confirmed. Currently I am applying for another job I saw online. Hope it will come through fine.

The anime NANA is depressing. It makes you lose hope in love, its overly unrealistic. But its an anime afterall. Been watching it since 9 in the morning.

How selfish can a person get till you have to write a 4 page composition to demean him?

Had a wonderful time with Annabella yesterday.
Supposed to meet her at a bus stop at 10 and we both ended up at different bus stops with the same description. Anyway, worked out and had sushi after that. Jealous? Went to Sunplaze Park and saw choir people playing amazing race. Went to Mandy's house after that before returning home. Point is I GOT A JOB! And I am very glad about it. Will fill you people about it when everything is confirmed.

Please don't merge. Please DON'T. I am currently trying to will my 2 ulcers to not merge into 1 or I will die. I will seriously DIE.

Your callus-filled hands; you are willing to give up anything for your passion.
Your disheveled hair; you are too lazy to even use the comb.
HAha. I rock at making conclusions. Stop it Andy, you know that the second statement is true although you only think the first is.

All I wanna tell you now is that I miss you. I miss you real badly.